so i pretty much did fucking everything for you when you needed someone and i was just one of them friends you had whenever you wanted to hang out with someone because no one else could so i’d be there to and you pretty much always treated me like shit and just because i couldn’t do something with you you’d always get fucking pissed off with me like i’m sorry i can’t fucking evolve my whole life around you and there are other people in it but seriously you can go and fuck yourself. i’ve been told by a few people i’m better off without you, probably should of listened to first time. i don’t fucking care anymore, i have great people in my life even if they’re friend with you too and would probably pick you over me i guess it’s something i can live with. being proved that people suck and leave as they please always. fuck you all.
i am so fucking fed up of people, i need some proper friends that will stay around and actually wanna do shit, i’m so fucking upset but whatever. i’ve given up caring.
people fucking suck, probably better off without them.
all my posts here are sad and I’m not that sad really.
I found out today I’m not waiting 9 days to see the boyfriend but 2, then just 6 after that :D and I no longer work weekends. although looking for a new job is a must right now.
Life is pretty good and has been for a while, I’m scared of something happening to ruin it all, but for now, I’m just enjoying it.
i forgot about it here.
i become pretty sad when dan isn’t around and it’s a while till i see him again
he’s just so fgebnmghrfjghmgyrfdfs amazing.
people are making me so mad right now like why is everyone so against someones opinion and thoughts no a ways? get the fuck over yourself. you are NOT the only person with an opinion, learn to respect other peoples. I’m especially fed up of internet fucks thinking they’re fucking royalty because they think their ‘internet famous’. nah. all of you can go fuck yourselves, i’ve met some people like that and they are pure disrespectful and think they’re better than everyone else. so you have a lot of followers? hope that helps you in future life some how, everyone will be well impressed when you’re like ‘i had great hair and loads of followers on tumblr’ when the truth is no one gives a flying fuck. i am fed up of ignorant people in this world. what’s wrong with kindness and being generally polite? some holds a door open for you, you thank them not fucking blank them. manners get you fucking far in life, if you don’t have them then you’re fucking stupid and it’s fucking rude. it’s hard to fine a genuinely nice person now a days, i feel extremely lucky to know a few and be in a relationship with one, but as soon as i get to know someone and they end up rude and arrogant and dis-respectful i do not want to know you. so apparently. people fucking infuriate me.
that post last night wasn’t needed but it helped haha.
not getting that drunk again tonight.
i am so drtunk and disspaionted in myself right noe
i cried to my bestf frneds family aboyu my frears
tuning 20 scared the sihit out me and upsets me so bad haha, i have no idea what i want to doin lofe adn it scared me so badly. i jussy wanr sme direction.
you lucky fuckersa usully have somre.
i feel as if i no best friends and i sont wantto talk about fher fam to it.. fuck i hate myself and i have done for fuckinfg years, i want to like how i look and stuff, but i iwhsi didn’t fond ymself repulsive.
